ballroom dancing this morning!!! supposed to be 8-11 but we started about 8 15 like dat... not surprisingly, the person who lived the furthest (me), was the earliest to reach there.

Anyway, dancing with marcia and weng yee was fun. :) esp since we all have dance backgrounds. dancign with some toher people (i wont name names!)... not so fun. haha... i gues some of us are just faster learners than others. oh and i like to lead. its so nice to lead. unless you're dancing with a totally pro guy, otherwise just lead. so much eaiser that way. dont have to worry about your partner letting you crash into someone or something. hehe. and dancing backward instead of going forward is so much easier. wont have to worry about your partner turnign the wrong way when you try to turn. lets see what else...

oh toward the end of class only me and another girl were still wearing our heels. weng yee, was wearing her ballet shoes. haha so funny man. she was wearign soft shoes, and she couldnt find one side, so you could tell one side of her shoe was more pinkish whereas the other shoe was more oldish looking. haha.

Hopefully next year i will be able to take up classes regularly :)

watchin new moon in cineleisure platinum suite on monday :) my mom wanted to watch the movie, but she doesnt wanna go to a crowded public cinema. so while waiting for my ballroom-dancing, she and my sis went to buy tickets. :)

so after sending them home, i took a short nap, then drove down again for ballet class. oh my god. this is my first time joining the advance 2 class, and it was killer man. seriously! they have like 3 exercises alone for pirrouette. we learnt two today. the first one was still okay. dizzy-ing, but still okay.

the second one was so fast!!!! by the time i finish one side, i'm too dizzy to do the other side! plus the music is fast, plus i have no idea how to use my head to spot since there were so many directions. by the time we did the exercise for the last time, my teacher was like "what happened to you? why halfway through you just walk here walk there?"  hahaha.

but most of the exercise for that grade was super chun-ted-ly nice :D

prom tomorrow. I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT TRANSPORT, MAKEUP, AFTER-PARTY, SLEEPOVERS! HAHAHAHAHAHA.  anyway for those of you going to prom, have fun. :)

well i've been reading various people's blogs, the old posts, like when we were still in KDU and stuff. ahh such good times. but i do realize one thing. hehe. i owe mr chu an apology for my behaviour in his classes.

so here's my public apology even though he probably will never ever see this, (its the thought that counts!):

i'm sorry for my past behaviour in your classes, mr chu! 

and back to reading old blogs and wool gathering and laughing to myself even though i'm the only one awake in the room :)

ps. i saw our 5M all girl band performance for Paramount CHampionship video. i must admit i do believe we were pretty darn good considering everythign :)

stupid huijin finish exam so early blog so much. stupid weng yee too for finishing wayyy earlier than me. anyway, about today.

i woke up this morning at 7 damn early right, for a day that i dont have college. anyway, i wanted to wake up early because i had planned to make my own breakfast since the rest of muy family was having mi sua soup for breakfast. one word. yucky. not my cup of coffee at all. so i was going to make my own breakfast. my own awesome breakfast. my awesome potato with cheese and sausage-beacuse-we're -out-of-bacon patty. :) i was yummy. forgot about the bawang besar until after i began baking though. owell. it was yummy anyway :)

but before i could make breakfast i spent 15 minutes typing on my iphone. inspiration had struck and left me with an 800 word skeleton plot to continue where i had met with writer's block last night.

after breakfast, i reread my skeleton plot and the ideas just kept coming, especially after i heard celine dion's taking chances. the lyrics totally fit my plot. :) so obviously i had to type it down before i forgot. and now, i am proud to announce that i have a 3500 worded (more or less la) skeleton plot. and then my sis and mom pointed out that i was having my exams. so i'll type it out nice and properly hopefully after friday. i dont know if i can tahan though. i mean, my fingers are just itching to type it out!!!! but i have to study for chem on friday :(

owell. its nice to have inspiration strike like that. i spent so long trying to type something last night and only ended up with 1200 words before i gave up. so yes, i am extrememly happy to overcome my writer's block. :) my NOVEL will be called takign chances, in honour of the song that gave me the inspiration to overcome the writers block. i hardly had to thnk at all, the words just flew out of my fingers onto the keyboard and appeared on the screen. it is immensely satisfying. :D

and now onto chem.

-laters :)

modern exam is overrrr!!! yay. :) kinda made my ankle worse during the exam... and for some reason i kept slipping. :( oh well. its over. hope i did good enuff this time. :)

i wanna join NaNoWriMo this year!!! i totally wanna join it!!! but unfortunately i have no timeeee. at least egg finishes her exams a whole week before me. so much more timeeee!!!! if i do join, i'll only have 10 daysto complete it. about 5000 words a day. thats like 2 chapters a day. possible, if you alreday have a vague plot in mind. unfortunately i have no plot at all in mind. sigh. it'll be totally awesome if i did manage to get more than 50k words and get the novel published. i dont plan to sell it on amazon or anything (although u can if you want to); i just want a copy of my novel published with my name on the cover as proof that i managed to accomplish the feat. hopefully inspiration strikes and i can develope a plot in my mind during these 2 weeks then sit down and type everything out before the end of november.

and i'm totally not going to prom anymore. sorry jia i know you went through a lot of work and u put in alot of effort to help me out, but i just got seriously pissed due to some guys today, and i totally just told them straightaway that i'm no longer going for prom. probability(amanda going prom): 0.0000001 (Ps. and that minute probability will only occur if mr dahl asks me to prom, or jia brings me to prom) hehe.

oh and my sis was supposed to go to s'pore with her best friend, olivia today, but the trip got cancelled. apparently my sis has Bell's Palsy. google it. it's quite scary. its some sort of partial facial stroke. no one knows what causes it. but apparently a number of people still get it. 40 000 per year in the states, i believe. but since my sis managed to detect it within 24 hours, she has an extremely high chance for complete recovery. i'm doing my best to keep her facial expressions at a minimal right now. apparently if you try to force your facial muscles to work or if you massage it, you can permanently lose those muscle functions. DAMN SCARY OKAY!

for AS i'm left with: physics 1, bio 2, physics2, and chem 1.... cant wait for it to be over T.T

ggggaaaaAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHH.

yeah. that pretty much sums up more or less how i feel nowadays.

seriously. my bloody left leg hurts because another girl danced into me in modern class and caused me to land strangely. my ankle still feels funny and the muscle between my knee and ankle feel strange too.

college sucks.

stupid prom. stupid stupid prom. seriously.

and can i ever get a break?! seriously i've been surrounded by stupid assinine moronic CRUDE guys for ten months. yes i know they're my friends, yes i know they're nice. they are. its just some times a girl needs her break from stupid jerkish behaviour guys just love to parade. and not that i'm a hypocrite or anything but seriously, crude jokes are okay once in a while(exhibit A: Nat =D), but seriously, crude jokes ALL THE TIME, for 10 months is just way too much.

and why the hell are guys so clingy?! arent all complains about clingy GIRLFRIENDS?!?!?!?! guys arent supposed to be clingy. its a fucking embarrassment for pete's sake. seriously. sending me all the way home just so we can "spend time together and hang out"?!?!?! i'm nice enough to turn you down nicely for lunch but seriously?! "in that case, Amanda can we hang out after the papers are over? i'll send you home after that" i dotn think so you pathethic sad slobbering deuced draconian-spawned thick headed moronic egotistical full of shit lame assed excuse for a human being.

it was nice to get that out :)

but i'm still not happy. every time i manage to get myself away from the guys and make sure they dont merajuk too much(asking them to not merajuk at all is impossible) and spend some nice girly girl time, my nice girly girl time gets ruined by yet another stupid pathetic money minded so-bloody-deluded-you-seriously-wonder-how-she-manage-to-exist-for-18-years scrooge.

god i know money is bloody important and we should save money when we can but seriously some times you should just let it go. gahh.